you can say that again

starting over

2005-07-28T00:29:39Z

you're dead to me.

Bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks

2005-04-27T00:22:16Z

if you were moving a few months ago i'd be sad, but now, nope, couldn't be happier

oh yeah, fuck sobriety.

pornstar_tshirt @ 2005-03-26T14:07:00

2005-03-26T22:09:50Z

Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing
You believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
The Lord knows that this world is cruel
I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning lovin' somebody don't make them love you
Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool
I sang your songs, I danced your dance
I gave your friends all a chance
But putting up with them
Wasn't worth never having you
Maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time so please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you
I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool
I keep playing your part
But it's not my scene
Want this plot to twist
I've had enough mystery
Keep building it up
Then you shooting me down
But I'm already down

Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting

Well, if I was in your position
I'd put down all my ammunition
I'd wonder why'd it take me so long
But the Lord knows that I'm not you
And if I was, I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waitin' on love ain't so easy to do

pornstar_tshirt @ 2005-03-23T15:00:00

2005-03-23T23:05:55Z

now that i think about it
this hasn't blown over
yes, maybe she isn't mad at me anymore
but nothing has gotten better
i'm still not invited to any "gatherings"
you say it's because "we don't get along"
yes, we've been having trouble
but what do you know?
maybe if we're actually together
we'll realize how stupid this all was
and laugh.

?????

2005-03-02T06:47:35Z

i'm no longer happy.

pornstar_tshirt @ 2005-02-28T23:49:00

2005-03-01T07:50:28Z

do
we
have
something
here?

let's see what happens.....100% chance i will update this one tomorrow

you're innocent

2005-02-09T01:31:03Z

i have a huge crush on james mcmahan

2005-02-05T20:04:49Z

it sucks when your boy lives in fuckin.....santabarbara.
i'm sad

until the day i die

2005-01-31T02:52:05Z

pornstar_tshirt @ 2005-01-27T20:07:00

2005-01-28T04:09:18Z

It's ironic, I had the brew she had the chronic
The Lakers beat the Supersonics

its been sad

2005-01-25T07:28:51Z

pornstar_tshirt @ 2005-01-13T22:22:00

2005-01-14T06:22:31Z

this town is crazy, nobody cares

i'm so excited i'm so excited i'm so excited I'M SO EXCITED

2005-01-12T06:43:20Z

so baby
make it with me in preparation for tonight
we've got so much to leave
that's not what makes this right
you've been building up steam
ignited by this fight
so do this thing with me
instead of tying on a tight one tonight

ARE YOU READY TO PARTY

pornstar_tshirt @ 2005-01-07T00:48:00

2005-01-07T08:49:00Z

lets makeout

OH WAIT

i can't i have all this stuff in my mouth i can't take out.

shoot me now.

pornstar_tshirt @ 2005-01-04T22:29:00

2005-01-05T06:31:06Z

i hate it when....people...take my friends away from me.

yeah, i've done it before to people too, but fuck that, it's been done to me now and i feel shitty.

BUT WHO CARES TONIGHT KICKED ASS.

so i clicked on this and this is what came up

2005-01-03T08:30:01Z

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Stop smoking pot by taking up crack instead.

Get your resolution here

haha

resolutions and shit:
1. do homework, study, improve grades
2. stop talking shit
3. be more nice to everyone
4. stop hating everyone
5. make more friends and have less enemies
6. get julia all over LA (she'd like that, wouldn't she?)
7. finally get with him

and oh yeah it would be nice to have a boyfriend this year. probably not gonna happen but things seem to be looking up.

2 more -fucking- weeks to go

2004-12-21T05:09:33Z

I MISS MY FRIENDS AND I MISS HAVING A MOUTH. what a shitty winter break, ey?

I WANT A I WANT A I WANT A

2004-12-16T07:10:10Z

coin operated boy
he may not be real experienced with girls
but i know he feels like a boy should feel
isnt that the point that is why i want a
coin operated boy
with his pretty coin operated voice
saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
straight and to the point
that is why i want
a coin operated boy.

one more day...fuck.

fustration

2004-12-14T04:25:31Z

the past entries have been me talking out of my ass and/or me joking around trying to sound all love sick.

SERIOUSLY:

THERE IS CURRENTLY NO LOVE IN MY LIFE. no love. you have until friday, give me kisses...and hugs.

pornstar_tshirt @ 2004-12-09T17:37:00

2004-12-10T01:37:30Z

people are so fucking mean. i hate people.

pornstar_tshirt @ 2004-12-08T23:42:00

2004-12-09T07:45:22Z

i'm impatient when it comes to this stuff. when are we going to not be able to control our emotions and just have sex in front of everyone?

it's hard to stop liking someone when you like them so much.

who am i writing about? haah i bet you think it's about you, don't flatter yourself.

this is embarrassing. friends only? eh, public for now.

2004-12-05T21:32:50Z

so i've given up on this wanting a boyfriend bullshit. relationships suck and i'm not good enough for anyone.

i thought something could have happend, but i waited it out and it didn't, so here i am giving up. i'm just going to live my life without crushing on every boy that's in it and if i meet someone special along the way, i don't know, maybe i'll get what i've wanted.

yes, i am really lame.

"so much pot, so little placentas"

2004-12-04T20:09:25Z

here's to another sucessful highday.

"this tastes like shrooms"
"OH MY GOD IT'S SHROOMS?!"

once again i've made a complete ass out of myself.gustavo

CAN YOU TAKE ME HIGGGGGHHHHERRRRR

2004-12-02T04:55:19Z

i love impersonating him.

pornstar_tshirt @ 2004-11-29T18:28:00

2004-11-30T02:29:50Z

he's pretty big....

i want you soooo bad. too bad i'll never be able to tell you